Anonymous
I’m so sorry to read this and I can only say that it will only fade the pain somedays. I lost my son to cancer 5 years ago and every day I think of him and sometimes I think I see him. I am living and remembering the time I had with him now and not thinking about the time I lost There are no memories of the time I lost. You can reach out to many organizations like I did at first and they helped a little but it doesn’t leave the pain it just lessons.
God Bless you