Hi there Eliz. I am here most of the time and just logged on and saw your message. It’s true I’ve been through most of what you are saying and I never passed a liquor store. As much as I tried it was really like a magnet. Coping with alcohol was definitely my thing.
I’ll give you my number here 8076323229 and you can contact me anytime. We can talk about things and maybe set up some counseling. I have a few great friends who work with addiction and i can help with the cost and guidance. Hope to hear from you !