It’s been one year since my husband passed and my kids are celebrating his life today. They are only 7 and 9 and it’s been so difficult keeping it together:(. I can’t make their pain go away but every day I try and keep their dad In their hearts. I’m barely able to make ends meet and now all I do is work to put food on the table. I know they don’t understand how hards it been for me and I don’t want them to think about it. I could use someone to talk to and a little help with advice if you have been through this. Any support would be appreciated