Since my kids mom passed all I think about is how they feel and how I can’t make their pain go away. For the longest time I did not want to be here and now I have too because my kids need me. It’s a struggle each day but I remind myself how I’m important to them. I know I’m tired and I know I’ve had enough of this struggle but I must stay around for them.
Should not be this hard but it just is 🙁